I heard her name mentioned only once before our actual acquiantance.Lallu seemed all excited abt her and wanted to introduce her to all of us,but we were in a kinda hurry then and i dint give the matter another thought. Then there was this particularly dreary afternoon at work we decided to go to ITPL. ITPL has a food court and lotsa eye candy; provides us with much needed breaks from our work.Well..Lallu n me decided on it when he said she's at his place..why dont we take her along too.I agreed. A decision I am not still not sure I regret..
When we arrived at his place, she was all ready and raring to go..Lallu was explaining she had recently been in an accident and so is not exactly in a good shape.I listened as much as i could in the time i could spare with my eyes off her. She was..gorgeous would be an understatement.Her bearing was elegant and she seemed like one of those cool silent types..She seemes like a lotta things at the same time..It took some time for me to recover from the initial shock(I hoped i dint seem too obvious)..so much for "not in good shape".
We hit the road but due to some prob we had to take a longer route.Tht was a godsend for me, more time with her.There r certain moments in life that u wanna cherish forever. I had a few of those when i had her undivided attention for a while.. It may hv been unfair to Lallu but I couldnt think of anything else at that time.I had to get to know as much abt her as possible and what i found was very much to my liking, though her very presence may have clouded my judgement.U hv no idea how much i loved the b'lore traffic during that trip..
After the quick lunch at ITPL,we were back to our office and Lallu said he would see her off and catch up with me.I bid her farewell(a tearful one inside me) and got back..damn Lallu!...why would he hv to get to her first and if so..why did he hv to introduce her to me..Tht the world
is an unfair place dint seem truer than back then,The 'Bastard'o ruined the day for me...
There wasnt a moment's peace for me since then ...partly 'coz i dint get to meet her soon after tht and mostly 'coz of the particularly graphic descriptions of Lallu's growing intimacy with her and unfortunately for me they always seem to be on excellent terms with each other.I gotta meet her every now then..she bacame the favorite of the grp and accompanied us on many a trip (why and how i need not explain).We three had also had been out many times.That was particularly annoying for me.I couldnt possibly help him with the very one which i hold so dear..Talk of irony!!
I tried everything possible to forget her,but hell, these attempts proved futile and worse still,
they only made me want her more.I know it sounds cliched.But why do i care.. As long as she's mine i dont give a hoot abt anything else.I know..friend's loved one..betrayal of trust..treachery..blah blah..but she's perfect for me..wouldnt it be unfair to her to let her be with someone who doesnt deserve her!I am sure she enjoys my company more than his, anyway its her decision..And ppl plz give me a fair hand in this..
I..I just cant take 'no' for an answer...
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